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Tuesday, January 25, 2011

恋爱_____________结束~

erm~
结束了我和J 2个星期的恋爱~~

还有Q 3个月的恋爱...

原因:我心里始终有他...

他们不是不好,其实,我要的感觉就是这样,

牵我的手过马路,
无时无刻牵着我,
搂着我的腰,
保护着我,
给肩膀我哭___就算我哭道很难看,
专一,
把我放第一,
总让着我,
不生气我的______不管我的衔接脾气几严重都好,怎样无理取闹都好!
紧张我的,
在乎我的,
和我盖被的,
有Good night kiss的....



可是,我真的接受不到每天黏着我的男生... =.=


Ps:我是有能力让他们爱上我,爱上我后___我却想逃避,保持在做朋友...=.=""


或许我习惯了他吧... ><


我要的是成熟的男人... ♥


虽然,我们在恋爱,可是我们是2个个体的。
不用长见面。
不用长信息。
 不用长打给我。
别爱乱想。
别爱黏我
请!别给脸色我看。我真的会丢下一句‘分手吧’就离开...!
最重要就是.........别在我面前哭了... =.=!

明知道我冷血的...


成熟的男人因该不会这样吧?? =.=!!

还有我今年已经18岁了,是时候开始我的人生了...

更不想有人阻碍到我~~~

或许Single才SUIT我~ =)














你____

有Morning KisS...But is before,long long time ago.... ><
楼过我的腰3次,
第一次__在bus里,then you promise me some~~~~XD
第二次__是我下bus,你帮我拿bag~
第三次__最近下雨时,你帮我撑伞时... =.=


唉~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~












Monday, January 17, 2011

=(

哭脸 哭脸...

注定给我看到??



直接哭了1小时...
平复不了...


只是我想告诉你,你手上的血是我的...=.=

我很努力很努力的在笑...

虽然我眼睛很肿,你可能以为我不够睡吧? =.=


唉............................................


无言无言~



我爱血~~~~~~~~~


Wednesday, January 12, 2011

:(

我的心情...

忐忑不安,都不开心...

我一直发脾气...!

不是说了吗? 我要空间!! 不要管我可以吗?

情侣真的不用每天见面的...

我没不想象的那么爱粘男友,你错了...

=.= 我真的没心情咯........yer!

我已经习惯这样的生活了啦...

不用想改我,useless.....

不用对我太好,其实...

sorry....

其实,我不喜欢聊电话,不喜欢信息...

你们都不懂....

*一时找朋友聊天就够了...

因为我真的不喜欢多话,在家我几乎不说话...

和朋友一起,我真的很多话,熟的罢了...

不然我连嘴巴都不想开...

所以~没事就别烦我.... =)

Monday, January 3, 2011

Love...

――原来天长地久,只是误会一场――
这是给双子座的一句话…
多少讽刺…呵呵!

看着朋友们有着童话般的浪漫爱情故事…
我不羡慕,或许…属于我的浪漫还没出现…=)
要你对我做,根本就是痴心妄想吧?
就快情人节了…
我不敢想太多,不敢去期望些什么…
我怕我的希望越大失望越大…
唉………
不想再执著了…你那么爱于我作对…那就作吧…
反正你永远也不明白我的痛…
痛久了,习惯了,适应了,会装了,不管了,不想了,随你了,放手了…
我失望…
因为你的那句话…
我放开我自己,好让我可以活下去!
因为你那句话!
点醒我!不要再傻下去了!
你的承诺,我就当被风吹了吧…
不管我多么努力都好,结果只是“不可能”!
:)

Sunday, January 2, 2011

New year count down with my lovely friendss... :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
今年的新年很不错!18岁了…嘻嘻嘻…我可以光明正大看恐怖片了!我的最最最爱!哈哈哈!
今年我第一次 Count Down 10pm++在 Pavilion 听歌,人山人海!!给人非礼!真的很不爽!算了!那里真的多马来猪!高尚的地方给你们弄脏了!你们还很很很臭!大热天气穿到那么多件!真恶心!这里不是国外!
不讲你们!破坏我的心情!
Pavilion的音响不错,但是还是输在Feirenheit的Neway CEO karaoke的音响…在CEO炸歌超级无敌爽…哈哈…
我们在门口等朋友,等下等下杰说进去吹冷气,我说早就该这样了,外面很热吖,在里面一边等人一边打ATM,由于玻璃门关了,所以走了很多冤枉路…终于在楼下找到ATM了…累到我们直接坐在地上…结果朋友说去Pavilion Sport Bar 喝东西…所以我们从前面走到后面…@@
人多到走不动,全部用推的…我后面有男生保护我,还好…但是距离太近了…有点尴尬…我前面有我的Darling,再前面有我老婆…和她同学,现在都是朋友了…^^
一起冲前去…很难,老实的说…@@
打仗这样…慢慢慢慢慢慢推前去…skip skip skip混乱的场面…终于到了Topman前面…聊聊下…不想上去喝了…
打算回金河听歌…一班走远路回金河…为了不想逼吖…在金河一直被喷雪花,彩带…还对着你脸喷才气!我直接想打喷我脸的人…
也有好笑的,看着从pavilion隔壁的路出来的车全部被喷…还把的士的扫水的拿起,不给他扫雪花…好笑…
我们是有票,可是都没进去看演唱…在后面看…哈哈…
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一直玩到12点…
 
倒数……
 

看烟花…
 
 
散场…
 
 
我们继续疯…走去jalan Alor Old Town吃东西…聊天…38 38到2点多…可是我很臭!流了那么多汗,不臭才怪…@@
可是我觉得我们的感情好了好多…哈哈哈…爱人们你们觉得呢?
2点半左右…
从………
Alor→Low yat找toilet→Times square→Taxi→Kucai lame→送darling回家,和老婆还有别的朋友去mamak→4am+++→nicole sweet home→bath→waiting someone…
从Alor到nicole家,我吐了4―5次!辛苦透了!!! 太high了,我以后都不要了!!我辛苦到………根本不想动,还一直狂飙冷汗…这才恐怖…血腥那些反而是笑片…:D
她睡觉…我其实也很累……




前一天没睡到就要去陪他剪发了,还看到我的爱人jing wen,那时约好在金河见的,结果在Leisure mall遇到,她还抱抱我呢…^^ 在金河在meet 1次…哈哈…本来没约darling的,她说改10点放工,结果她6点多sms我…那天真的很难 send出去…打给她1次有水声…结果等等下7点多darling 和爱人都到了…哈哈…一大班38时间…darling在烦要不要和我们一起倒数…烦到差不多9点…她才决定去…可是她们也饿了…2个去欢喜地“灯光晚餐”…2个去mcd…分散了…:(
我和另个男生在老婆店…我帮他化妆…@@
我化完了就和那男的去欢喜地meet回老婆她们…等她的吃的同时…我前面那桌是我一个朋友的ex gf,和另一个在kiss..@@
吃完后我们去Seed买衣,1楼买裤,B1买鞋…赶赶赶…因为要关门了…9pm+++了…终于赶完了…我好累很热…我去换衣…哈哈哈…舒服多了…
你在看的话…我告诉你…我收集到的资料是Miko的声誉比其他好…
昨天我不够睡…他7点多载我回家睡觉…一边我和一个朋友聊电话…看到他不开心…就想和他聊下……
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Back home,unhappy and sleep...
 

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Then when i wake up,nicole ask want yam cha anot,but actually i'm very tired and lazy...but i dunwan eat at home,then i ask my other friend want out anot,cause him ask me when want date he out...hahaha...then i think...erm...out together ma okay lor...

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Gao dim!

Out together,then need wait nicole,nicole need back home take he dinner then only out...11pm++...
I call he 8pm++,when he reach my home is 9pm..i haven gao dim!so i la la lam gao dim...when i on he car is 9:30pm already!




I damn paiseh and sorry!



I'm sorry!forgive me...



Cause want wait nicole then we go kucai lame there geh MCD wait her,her 11pm+ gao dim...



Then i want go station one take my breakfast , lunch ,dinner and supper!xD



Sampai 1am++,xueli back home,me nicole and he go MCD again,cause i still dunwan back home...T.T



And nicole saw something let her Emo...Haiz!but i cant help her!



NICOLE PLEASE, BE STRONG! U can did it!



3am++take nicole back home,and fecth me back...he 4am+ only reach home...opps! Sorry!let u tired...><















Use phone update damn ma fan!!! And my finger very tired!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Angry....

why cant type chinese geh.... =.=

FORCE ME USE ENGLISH....T^T

yer!!


i'm very angry right now....

wtf!!

this few days i also few no well....

and i bleeding again last week,but i no tell anyone...

last night,you make me angry again and damn badluck last night...!wth???!

can you dont always let me angry???

last night i 'fa huo' at sungai wang...and then hurt myself...

i really cant control my emotion ... and i really damn angry!!!

can you dont like this everytime? dont always show my that face??

i'm not your foe...and dont get angry with me...

u give my feeling is....we is cant together again...okay?!

Together back that was impossible , Don't always let me Disappointed......


I Hate that feel!!!!!!!!! Damn angry myself,if i really accept other people Love...
 
Then i have NO chance to be a SoHai! You let me feel i'm a Sohai,actually!  what a good man...
 
Always said you already forget what you said with me,what you promise to me...
 
okay~FINE....you forget already,me also forget it...HAPPY??
 
I really ready to let you go.... =)
 
I hope u will better then now... really...
 
I'm really very tired because of you and our relationship ........
 
Haiz....WHAT A BIG JOKE TO US???
 
if everthing STOP AT 1st time break up with you,THAN WILL BE DAMN GREAT !!!
 
and i sure i will more happy then now....
 
 
 
why...want let us meet again...and let me fall in love with you...
 
haizz...
 
 
 
 
 
haizz..............................
 
 
now .. both of us less contact and less meet,and if next time i get my lacense and car...
if i work or study.......cant take off day same day with you...
 
i think we will lost contact until break up ba??? he~
 
i will never let myself have some expect with you....
 
i scare i get hurt AGAIN...=)
 
HAHAHA~~~why i cant remamber people said....
 
Have first time then must will have second time...
 
 
 
 
i should not believe you again...
 
 
 
 
haizz....
 
 
 
 
I HATE YOUR Temper sometime.....
 
 
 
And the must...I HATE MYSELF.....
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 


And i really Dissapointed !!!










LOST WHAT I WROTE FOR 2TIME!!!!!!!!  DAMN NO MOOD!



|Just For You|

I LOVE YOU THE MUST...


YOU HURT MY BADLY.....


AND HURT ME DEEPLY................







You never care about me....NEVER...





**IF YOU STILL LOVE ME,PLEASE...

attention and care me more...

I NEED IT MORE THEN YOU IMAGANE.......


 
 
 
 
 
By:Deathbaby~♥









Sunday, December 26, 2010

B.A.D.L.U.C.K

最近倒什么霉哦???!

前2天车祸,这2天满身痛,现在冲凉受伤????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!







































气死我了!!! 我的心情已经底到谷底了! 现在气到顶点!!!!!



我决定离开你了...

反正你都这样说了,我留下也没用!

我不想再,冲凉时眼泪流不听话得留下...!!

我不喜欢!

我很累.... 你不知道.....

我们从一星期7天见面到现在星期2~4天...

而大部分的时间我们都在不爽....

我知道我们1年前就该结束吧...

这样我们就不会那么讨厌对方了吧?

1年前我在你心中还是很好的吧..呵呵~~


此终抵不过时间的吹残吧....... :)



我哭...你就在我前面,我最需要的男人的拥抱,就在我前面,可是我却遥不可及...


失望!





唉!!


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